More of philosophical questioning rather than a bad thought. I just cant figure it out, or imagine what happens right after you die. The existence of our self aware of death means something after all? We are here for a purpose? A mission? I feel angry to know that after all the years you spend into living, at the end you get nothing, just being errased from existance. While in third person perspective its more pr less understandable, i would like to know how is it when happens to you. I want to believe theire is another life after it, or you get into another diamension where continue to exist. Damn, sprry to tell you all this. All i definetly can tell you is to appriciate the time that you have now. Do your best of living and be better than you were before.
Recently got into small depression period. Not complaining or anything. I am just worried. Every single day the same thought comes back. And its about death. I am super afraid of it. Always been but recent days i questioned what happens when you leave.
Next up
Rendering next one.
Steam Big picture with this just feels so natural and really awesome. I will enjoy all my favourite games this way! I will eventually make a mini review to explain how this feels and plays :)
It's here and its awesome! Took over 11 days to get it but im so glad and thankful i had this opportunity! It feels really good, im only just not used to have back buttons, gotta learn that!
FNAF VHS Test: freddy fazbear's pizza entrance https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b_a07Ob772M
Some VHS animation test
no video today. blender crashes.
FNAF VHS Test: approaching Diner Area and Stage of Freddy Fazbear's Pizza
tomorrow.
I fear this year Game of the Year event will be really... uh, jarring.
endo is the workshop animation. yt - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HMKy2ZIGAGY


















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