3 years ago

Recently got into small depression period. Not complaining or anything. I am just worried. Every single day the same thought comes back. And its about death. I am super afraid of it. Always been but recent days i questioned what happens when you leave.


More of philosophical questioning rather than a bad thought. I just cant figure it out, or imagine what happens right after you die. The existence of our self aware of death means something after all? We are here for a purpose? A mission? I feel angry to know that after all the years you spend into living, at the end you get nothing, just being errased from existance. While in third person perspective its more pr less understandable, i would like to know how is it when happens to you. I want to believe theire is another life after it, or you get into another diamension where continue to exist. Damn, sprry to tell you all this. All i definetly can tell you is to appriciate the time that you have now. Do your best of living and be better than you were before.

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