Hello Folks!

So first off NO this game is NOT CANCELLED.

This post will be discussing personal projects like Sans Jr. Sorry for not posting it yesterday like I said in the previous post. I was just really busy yesterday and my sleep schedule was out of whack. So I apologize for the inconvenience.

So, Sans Jr was technically a project that was made in 2024. Though, I just recently started development of the project in March this year. Which leads to the problem I am having with the project.

I keep on procrastinating to work on it, which is a problem and I have no idea why I am doing so. I literally get excited about working on it minutes before I hop on my computer, but right when I am about to work on it, I end up going, “eh.” and proceed to do something else. It’s really frustrating cause this is a project I really want to work on.

Sans jr is supposed to be my first project just to see if I can make a good video game before I try and do something original. Also, I don’t have a team for this project due to personal reasons, past game director experience, and worrying about the vision of the game being absolutely destroyed. And, the vision for this game is kinda different from other fangames I think. I don't know how different it is, but it is in my opinion different. 

I do have a theory as to why I am procrastinating. I believe I am being subconsciously anxious about y’alls expectations and reactions to this game. So my brain forces myself to avoid the task even though I really want to work on it. I worry that if this game doesn’t succeed in some way I can’t develop games which is something I really, really want to do. And, I also worry that I will waste my time. Which is also why it took so long for me to start working on it, cause I was literally spending two whole years to make sure Sans Jr’s design was perfect. (Perfectionism at it’s finest lmao) Also the vision of the game kept changing but recently I was able to hone down what I want this project to be.

I would love to talk all about what this game is about, but I still don’t know if y’all are still interested. If so I will make a direct in the future where I can talk about the game and show some progress. (So technically a video version of a devlog) But if y’all do have questions about the game I can answer in the comments to the best of my ability that doesn’t include spoilers.

Thank you for reading and have a good day!

-Mono