IWANT TO CUT MY FUCKINF SKIN OPEN UNTIL I DJE OF BLOOD LOSS EHY AM I SO FUCKIJG SELF CENTERED 😊I HATE THIS I HATEMYSELD I HATE EVERYONE AROUND ME why tge fuck am i not able to show sympathy and support ??? ehenevr someone gets something i wanted i getso fucking pissed and i don’t knoe why. i hate this i hate not being able to feel happy for other’s success and instead it makes me want to hurt myself for it. in so tempted to end all my relationships with people right now because i can’t handle people leaving me themselves i dontknoe i want out so bad i feel like i deserve to die atbthid point. nobody except you guys and maybe two other people actually care about me .i want to kill myself so bad. i cant tell anyone about my thiuhts because my parents would just get upset and call me dramatic and i don’t even have a psychiatrist anymore so i can’t call her when i feel like relapsinf. idknt know what to do i don’t feel safe around myslef anymore idk. im sorry for being so emotional these past few days