i accidently reminded Dave, my best friend, the sans to my papyrus, the one I consider my brother, the one who inspired me, the person I rely on for my mental health, one of the only reasons I stay here, the reason I didn't quit, the one who's been there for me since I started that his mother died. It was a mistake I forgot it happened but I feel like shit

I apologised a lot of times but I feel like a piece of shit

I feel like a monster

like I need to be put down

honestly I'm thinking about killing myself now

I might be over reacting but fuck it autism makes me feel like shit

and so does hurting Dave's feelings

the reason this isn't a pole is that I need to see who wants me banned here

I'm truly sorry, not just to him but to everyone I caused pain to @vannyporn I wasn't there for you

@GXRQ I made you feel like shit just because I was hurt myself

I would name more, but I'm a lazy piece of shit who cant do anything, at this point I just need to leave.