Bro some of them even got mad at me over somethings that I did that I ended up finding out wasn't even problematic, like bro calm your ass down, everything that I did that was actually problematic is ok to be mad about but getting mad because I changed my gender and name or because I found out I was pansexual is crazy, like buddy it's not that deep, I promise you🫩🤷‍♂️ we stopped being friends bc they were tranphobic and ending up being racist (for context Rosie is my ex groomer and she had me believing for many years that doing terrible things was okay so that's why I used to be so problematic and once I blocked her I was still not over her and I still believed what she had told me because I had trusted her and only blocked her bc a friend made me, and I was trying to get over her and those friends lowkey made everything worse for me and I did the same for them, because I thought it was right, I was okay for a little bit before I started acting problematic again because a lot of times they did stuff that reminded me of what she used to do, and whenever they would try to "help" me they would actually make me worse and worse over time and after our friendships ended I got my new friends who ACTUALLY help and are able to help me heal, and their lowkey the reason I ain't dead, or still doing a LOT of problematic shit🥹)