back when i was younger (probably 2019-2020?) i had two friends (going to referring to them as AJ and D respectively) who i played roblox with, specifically sekaiju (i think we met there? i don’t know though)

i was pretty young and didn’t rlly know any better . so unfortunately i was kind of uh . Bratty . 2 say the least . I constantly asked over and over for things and got a bit mad when I didn’t get what I wanted . So uhm . Yeah

but i think what was the last straw was when (apparently, don’t remember this) AJ was having a panic attack (i think? i remember him saying this to me when we met again) and i didn’t know what a panic attack was, so i think i said “ok ima just ignore aj” . I . Didn’t know what a panic attack was . I was around 9 or 10 . AJ was around 2 years older than me if the 2008 in his user was accurate .

i think after a while both AJ and D confronted me and started telling me how much i begged for stuff and how i got bratty all the time . they also talked about how weird i was (once again . Kid with unsupervised internet access . One thing led to another . Thought some things were normal) . and then they both unfriended me . and i cried . a lot .

apologies if this post is badly put together i can only remember certain events . But uh . I’m starting to think aj and d were right at this point . Maybe I am still a weird kid who wants nothing but attention /negative