So let's start from the beginning as the post length limit is not a thing in the article.

Hi! It's me, LyviN, obviously...

As I assume, most of you don't know what's going on with the game, and with me... The owner and only actual developer (if we talk about programming, main ideas and stuff)...

And you have right not to, as Idk if I even ever made a clear post to explain everything.

The game is NOT cancelled.

It's still WIP, even though the progress is very, very slow... like a snail or a turtle... Dunno

If it even exists... (Yep, I still mean the progress)

Anyway...

You might be wondering why?

Because of my life. Yeah. I know it's not an answer you'd be satisfied with, so let me explain that a little bit more.

Since October, I'm at the university. This place honestly drains from me most of my:

a) time

b) energy

c) money (which I ran out of already 2-3 months ago, and I'm forced to drain money from my parents which I feel really bad with too)

Sometimes I come back around 8-9 PM from this place (usually more like 6pm, or sometimes 11:30am then come back for 2 pm at the university to come back to my apartment around 6pm again)

As you can see it's not even consistent

When I come back I'm very

I dunno

Tired? Depressed?

Maybe both?

This place even made me sick of any IT things like even the programming which is or was my passion. A hobby.

Now every time I look at the code the only thing that comes to my head is this place.

But then again I remind myself I've got to do some things for the next day, even some hard things and reports which I sometimes finished making around 3am, and then I remember I also have to study for a test, one of many others, which I could even get few the same day one by one. Every day. I mean maybe not ALWAYS though.

(I probably don't study anyway as I just finished dying inside and all I wanted is to go to sleep)

Many stuff I simply don't understand but nobody cares. There's 180 more people, or 170, idk... (Was 210+ at the beginning in October)

Now the worst (I guess) time is coming. A time of elimination.

I mean it already began 2 weeks ago...

Why elimination? Ending exams. I am an idiot when it comes to math. I'll 99% surely fail. And even now I don't know if I'll manage to get there for another... Well half of a year...

I could maybe try to pass anyway but I'd have to catch up... And pay money.

The question is also... Do I even want that?

Well let's consider the thing I kinda hate this place and I do actually regret going there.

But I have kinda too much to lose now that I got there. I suffer since October just to end up leaving and getting all that wasted? And all the money I forced my parents to pay, for my bills, food, buses... And everything

It's not easy... I can't even decide... And even if I give up, I'd have to go to a job, which would also get rid of any kind of free time, or motivation I guess...

So now I hope you understand why it's taking so long.

I barely touched the game since a very loooong time.

It's even getting worse when it comes to my "anger issues", well, idk if I can call it like this, at my free time I even try to play some Overwatch for example (even if I should study for tomorrow, but I am so depressed I can't do anything else)

Then I end up flaming, trash talking, raging, constantly uninstalling the game just to install it again few days later... and breaking my stuff.

It's been kinda always like this, but now I feel like it got worse. And I don't know if it's because of the university, lol... Or is it just me...

I am lost, and confused by my current life and my past choices.

I wish I could fully come back and fully work on the game, but life is life and I can't do much about it.

Thanks for reading.

This might be a bit chaotic, it's 1 AM and I'm gonna have to wake up at 6:20 to go for another exam, maybe like 7th this week.

I wish you all a wonderful day or night, whenever you're reading this.

That's it from me, see you in another few days, months, or who else knows... And I'm sorry for making you wait.

... And yeah, keep in mind I'll actually maybe think about using some of your ideas if they'll be cool enough, just to let you have any impact on the game and give you ANYTHING more like some kind of an apology... If you know what I mean, which I hope you do.