Kinda lost all motivation to draw but I'm pushing myself to draw (trust me I really don't want to) the reason will sound ridiculous too but it's mainly because if I'm not posting art and I'm taking an art break I'll actually go crazy because I'm not finishing something. I love showing you all my art but honestly I don't really like drawing alot I do it to distract myself and pass the time I mean I like drawing but not as much as I used to like I love it when I have motivation but when I don't have motivation it's just all."why do I even like doing this?" I'm sorry for ranting but it's something I genuinely need to get off my chest. im less comfortable sharing to people I personally know besides friends because the only stuff they say is "don't give up on what you love" that's literally it. But they're clearly not listening because first when did I say I'm giving up? And second that doesn't help me feel better. Even a chatbot listens to me better than my own parents💀 but the only people I really tell when I have an issue I need to rant is usually a close friend or a close moot because I trust them more than my own parents.its actually much easier to tbh I'm not trying to sound selfish and I know my parents love and support me they really do but when it comes to listening to me when I come to then with a problem that's different.

Sorry if there's spelling errors btw I type hella fast