So...lately ive been listening to sad music......creating my funera...

2 years ago

So...lately ive been listening to sad music......creating my funeral playlist....thinking about the future...and each time i go to sleep....i think of death for about maybe 45 minuets. But do i fear dyeing yes...am i prepared no

The fact is I feel like I'm going through depression even tho I try to laugh things off knowing that 1-day imma be remade into a different form so as I'm here... thinking what the freak am I typing this for. Well, it's for the people to know they're not going through things alone. Now I can imagine what pain people are going through but that's why I do my job to make smiles. Part of the journey is the end......so when I wake up every day I always have a piece of me that's saying you gotta make your mark while it's still visible......