So I used to have this friend who we'll just call him anonymous he's white for context)

Basically anonymous would occasionally say the N word if were alone talking to each other, straight up hard R. and his anonymous's excuse for saying that word was because he wasn't directing it to anyone. I don't think that's how it works but okay. But sometimes he would try to get me to say it as well. Same excuse. I am not letting you dig up blackmail on me. I haven't seen him since last Halloween and I'm planning on cutting off ties with this guy because I don't wanna be hanging out with a racist