I'm afraid losing friends... I'm afraid losing my close friends or best friends.. I'm sorry for being a bad person sometimes.. I'm not perfect... The reason is.. I don't really feel like myself.. I try so hard to be nice.. everything in my life in real life.. has been hard.. I tried to be a good daughter.. and such.. my family does love me but.. haven't you ever got conperate {whatever is called} like your parents said to you "You should learn from your "brother/sister" or anything that will break your heart.. I also got called as words... Bad words like so bad I started to cried.. I left group chats in other soical media.. Please.. Just let me be myself.. I'm really sweet and kind, but I have stuff going on. You can go rough on me or not, just.. I try to be not soft, like really soft. I'm Navie so... What's a problem with that? I had a friend who hates that I'm Navie... Hates my gender.. {which made me feel like she was being racist towards me..} She's even mad that I'm Puerto Rican, Half Black, Cuban, Itlian, Spain, Indian.. and I'm just upset of that.. I'm even sorry for everything in the past if you do know me.. and I just try.. I'm always trying, doing art trades, helping people in vent, but when people are doing vent too hard, I can't help them. I'm sorry but... If your about to cry what I'm going through.. don't even text if you hate and not care about me. If you think I'm a bad person to you so might be online sometimes, but not all day I guess I gave people my love.. my support.. and everything.. that they needed and what I have.. I feel so alone.. Not everyone is gonna Give me support.. I Know to god damn heart.. 💔 {sorry for repeating bad alot and sorry but Yea- I still love you guys.}