Everytime I speak out about things I don't like I become a problem, and then people want me to speak up when I stop trying, so what's the point of me speaking out if your just gonna get upset or mad? This is why I don't speak up to anyone but Maya, sugar, Kaiser, and Aaliyah anymore. What's the point of speaking up about what I think if your gonna get upset about it or dismiss how I feel? I'm just gonna stop telling you about it now.