To be completely honest, and it's no shocker, but i never fully left my main accounts (like this one)

Why?

As dramatic as it sounds like for me to talk about something this small that no one cares about,
but it's because despite all that happened, it held alot of value to me.
this identity
this persona
someone who i loved being

i care deeply for everything and everyone

my very small community
my friends i loved being around

But i'm moving on.
I'm done
I'm done lingering on this account in hopes i could be "her" again.
to be called springy
to have my friends again
to think they would want me back, or reach me, whatever.

it's not possible
its unrealistic
people wouldnt forgive me for what i did, for how i behaved
even before the SL drama i was a total shit head sometimes.
and i'm still very sorry for that.

I just dont know if anyone cares about me anymore.

Everything's just so pointless and tiring now honestly.

But even though my time here may have been alot of psychological hell full of anger, hate and cries...

It was also beautiful.
Thank you.

Thank you for everyone that gave me the wonderful memories i still cherish today, despite what happened.
The time i had, the laughs and smiles i had and gave.

And thank you to anyone who might still care.

And if you see me again in the future?
Just remember...

I'm not who you know me anymore.
Springy is dead.