Very recently I found out that someone that I deeply care about might've committed suicide and I wasn't able to stop them or save them.

I'm feeling an extreme amount of guilt and sadness from it all and I don't know how to continue.

So to avoid making things worse, I'm going to take a break from everything for my own well being and so people don't have to sit and watch me cry for who knows how long.

I really really hope they didn't go through with it, but only time will tell but it doesn't look like things will have a happy ending this time. Hope doesn't seem to exist this time unlike last time.

So with all that said, good bye for now.