Hi, Its TD, Leader of Team Darkness, Creator of Undertale: Dead Man Walking Trilogy.

as you know, i am an outsider, and an outsider wants to come and say hi regardless.

you know, Looking back at 2025, it was bit darker, than what i expected, I mean its bit of 2020 but if COVID wasnt an enemy, but someone as a human was.

2025 is bit worser year, i expected an better outcome, as in good year, but nope, apparently 2025 was not great

i mean it had good moments but bad moments just, make it all worse

I'm glad this year is coming to an end, as for me, i just dont know what i am doing, i just wanna finish the fangame, that i wanted, and Carry foward, i mean i do carry foward, but seeing my fangame being like incompleted, its something i CANNOT Ignore.

I admit, i was too cocky with expectations, too full of confidence, and its on me for entertaining this cocky persona.

as in, hoping that the game can come out, and if i am like "Full of myself" as in, i am sure we can do it, but in the end i am just embarassing The Team.

However, i do wanna speak of things, that i wanted to say.

for starters, is, whatever you do, do not give up your hopes and dreams, what you want to achieve, achieve it but make sure you follow the objective PRECISELY, and hope that it works.

2nd thing, i just wish 2026 wouldnt be the worst year, i know its not 2026 rn, but i just want to stay on guard.

3rd - there is something i am thinking too hard about.

4th, Gaming, And Only Gaming.
Shotguns, and build a wall.

And you may ask "TD What about the beef between you and quin you were saying, Are you still Best Friends? or you.. hate him?"

i will get into that in a minute, but..
During Those, ive been thinking about Someone that has strucked me Mentally.

Though, i want you to take a seat. on the..grass i guess.

dont worry, i made sure, it was Mowled, and i am sure no Snakes or any creature wont bite you while we talk.

so
...

it was a friend that quin told me about.

3 Years ago (2022)

Quin Introduced me to the friend of theirs, they were nice, ...they admired a content i made Specifically Fangames.

they were to nice.

..and since things didnt go well for me, as in Content Wise, i've led down...an Desperate ACT.
for Progress of my thing i wanted to make at that time

I regret having feeling like that, someone who heard what i said to team, was like ..i dont know, screaming at someone who didnt do anything wrong to you.

They were nice, and i just led my frustration get the best of me.
they wanted to meet me since they liked the content.

Still to this year, i have those regrets,
the only thing i wish to do now, is go back at march, and fix it all.

I apologized to how they saw me in that desperation.

..but she didnt reply.

i was feeling like i led down someone that made me feel diffrently.
3 years later, they never returned.

but before that, back at 3 years ago, i said my sorries, i know, they wont ever see it.

but if they end up seeing this post, and if they are reading it, i am sorry, for how of a led down i was.

and that something made you leave, and if its me, then know that it is not your fault, its mine. and whenever you come back, i hope we can turn a new page, and start over, Thank you.

and.. i just hope whatever you are doing, whereever you are.
you're doing at least okay. and remember, dont ever give up hope.
dont ever lose faith in life.

and dont think negatively. think for positives, think for things you like to do, things you enjoy doing, or games you like to play or activities.

you matter as a human, you are a soul that dosent deserve an EARLY ending in life. because you have more things to stay attached to.

That is all i can say to this.

And to my still Remaining Fans, Friends, Members of Team Darkness, or Overall Followers of Team Darkness Studios (or in case TD!Sans)

Thank you that you still care, thank you that you still want good things to happen. as much i can say alot of thanks, i do also want to say,

Despite not being in UTC, but still continuing Developing Fangames with Team, i still thought to do some Indie Fangames
Related to like other Genre like DDLC (Modding, or something to write), FNAF, Anything to be fun.

And Possibly Gather more Strength to Stream More On Kick

but who knows, I noticed Kick been removing my PAST Vods from The Challenge, and such, shame Really.

i dont know if Youtube will be go to again, since they just have these issues.. but who knows.
I just dont know where to do this anymore. i will be glad to know where i can stream, let me know.. that is if my motivation Returns.

but back to the beef, you know..

When i look at this, it feels like we have beef, Quin thinks there is no beef.

I mean, After what i said to Exodus, it felt like he had some sort of Anger or Hatred towards what i said to him. In the Post
About Competitors, and Such.

which i assume about the friend Quin Introduced me too.

and i guess it explains the Radiosilence between us.

uh i suppose i got to respond.

and i am late to say it, but PLEASE yall, Do not Go After Quin or.. in that Matter PenSea, I'd Truly be Greatful if you do respect our choice by Being Civil.

PenSea, or Quin, Who knows who am i talking to anymore.

i suppose from what i can tell, this was because i wanted to conversate, The way i said made you felt like i am FORCING you to talk.

In The End, i wanted to Resolve This Troublesome problem, between us,

All i wanted is to reconnect, and i was just feeling like you didnt wanted to Reconnect, i mean after all, i can understand being busy, with things you have on your shoulder can be Tiring you Massively.
I mean.. i am not from US, but what does me saying that has to do with anything,

sometimes we barely said hi, we barely did something together.
it felt like we barely hold to our promises. for you that is.

but things we did together, i still cherish, i mean.. take example of a Diss Track Parody I did towards Under Play:

I mean that shows i stood for you, and for your friend, Sil.
Said what i had to say of Under Play, I mean me and him were friends for 6 Years, And you know how hard it is for me to take this Despite Months Going on, I Trusted him, Barely talked and boom, this happens.

i was afraid it will happen between you and me.
as in, you talking less with me
but one thing hurts is, you werent there to see what i said, when you saw the post, Only thing you saw and Interested you was a Diss Track Towards Under Play.
Not that there is weird thing or anything but thought when you saw what i had to say you'd be there, and turns out, you werent.

and since i was told you're only active for project stuff
I mean.. i dont blame you, i felt the same mentality.
"Checking For Projects Stuff"

but there was/is a downside to that, it felt like a Big Middle Finger, and forgive me for cursing but felt like a Big Fuck you Towards me or to anyone, but a Thumbsup to Team. because of projects.

Quin. or i dont fucking know, PenSea, Ah Screw PenSea,
PenSea has nothing to do with this. hell i dont even know PenSea, i barely know who PenSea is anymore.

I'm not disappointed that you wanna try out new things, because despite of..

well..

The Best thing i can say, towards Quin
is Relax. and just do what you want.

i mean yeah shayy may been inspiration, and the man you looked up to them, you can look up, feel betrayed by The Dude. (Yes i know they/them)

but also, i hate to add it to this topic, but you should not be suprised, i mean, i tried resolving Kat and Stripes Beef, if you saw on exodus i mentioned them by Letter. K and S. And Trust me, I tried my hardest to see what they had to say, And nope, none nothing. so in my mind, i ultimately said to myself after getting myself up, that i've won the beef by Default. its all i can say.

.......

ANYWAY
one thing i will truly say, despite what THEY (Shayy) Did, you can still watch, Reminisce, who the fuck is here to stop you from watching an Dude who did a biggest L (262 Pages)

you can watch, Like, am i gonna stop you? No.
Is someone gonna stop you? Possibly Not.

but maybe despite all of things i listed, maybe you didnt wanted to associate with me because of The Diss Tracks i had written.

I mean The Diss Track "TRY-HARDER" was a Little Experiment, and Folks KNEW it was not a SERIOUS Diss Track, despite it being Instrumental.

when you saw The Instrumental Diss Track on The Channel
you said you saw it, but didnt say things of it i was thinking you knew i am just goofing around

though if you trust me. like you claim in posts you mentioned me

then why? i am asking you upfront, why you trust me, if you have been so distant of me.
hiding the grudges, having fits on things.

I trusted you, and, i hate saying it as myself but i've been nothing but straight, and Foward with you.

However, i wanna say Quin, How about we start with Schedules?
I was holding back that idea, even though i asked if we can do Schedules, you Brushed off that idea, by Not Responding to it.

It will be Very hard for you to adjust that idea, but Trust me, once you will get the hang of it, you just need to Find The Right Spot.

I really dont wish for this beef to be like in 2026,
as 2025 was already, a bit of a Dumpster.

but if its because of what i said at Reaccuring Theme post, i apologized, i know its weird and confusing from me speaking on post, and maybe thats why you got silent on me because of it..

And,
It does quite worry me, that it makes me feel like i am solo on this ever since September, at this point, i mean seeing others going their ways, which, well i wish their best endavors, i just wish to stay or keep in contact,

Idk chat, talk about games and such. even though there is barely anything for us to speak of.

and i know i should not worry, but admitedly, The Silence is quite Nerve Wrecking.

I Just wish to be back at 2020, and enjoy the Loud Noises again.

i really wished, that beef was over, and things would be better between us, like they used to be. as in No Holding Grudges, and mostly, care about each other.

it reminds me that time where i just felt me and a dude were not getting along with each other, i learned to Put Aside Petty Quarrels.
Because its a Sin of Pride.

And i feel like me and quin needs to get along, like we did, and right now, its up to him if he wants to, or not. I'm not stopping him.

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However i also wanna say something to Skelly. its mixed of things and apology towards him.

Me and Skelly Know Each other for a Year, (May 6), Shocker i know.

To be fair, we were just average joe Boycotters of UT, we were doing our things, Skelly did Challenge Runs, And Such, while i just sat, trying to do my games, and see what fangame can peak my interest.

And Mostly what else can i say, we had our Diffrences, but he was also there when Under Play Situation Came to Light. he saw my Perspective, and geniunely felt like someone finally understands how not just others but i feel.

Please, Quin, and Skelly, i do not play Favorites around, you two are Great Friends, Quin is a best friend, to me at least. but Skelly in case you felt like you are not, you are Somewhat best friend to me, despite our Diffrences,Prefrences, Though i know its not easy when we have bad times such as disagreements, my moment of Sudden Defense. or jumping to the gun.

Look Skelly, i know its very hard for you right now, and i know we had some moments of disagreement, and such, but Last thing i wished was having difficulties between each other.

Admitedly, i know its extra hard to believe, and what you been going through adds up to your problems, but know that we have those moments, and never EVER wished bad upon each other.

I just wish to stay active, to stay communicative, i hate feeling like solo.
I wish i had something to say, but you know me, i am a bad talker.
we were in vc's though, Isnt that true, skelly? we watched something, and guess what, we laughed, and made fun of things in a video, and carried foward like nothing ever matters.

i did forgave you in anyway, i took the L, and Decided to keep that line foward. Straightfoward that is.

And you know, i know what i said about Challenge, and Competitiors as in exodus "Fuck the Competitiors" I was just, Annoyed at some things that made me say it. and if it offended you, in any shape of way, i am sorry.

but one thing i wish to do, is to make you the happiest.

About me and Springy though..

i never seen their post Until Now, 10 days ago.

i mean, i care.
i just left a pending message, which was never replied to
in October 25, and Reminder was on October 31.
I waited to see what they had to say, so i guess i am sorry for asking?

At this point, I guess we can reach to Conclusion

Quin, I am sorry for Things i said above, and mostly, we'd talk this out, Having this beef is reminding me of how others feel when they have beef between each other and if it would be long beef, it would be exhausting Both Parties, Me, You, or anyone, which admitedly questions me, if i ever wanna be Solo or just stay communicative with anyone.

and seeing if i Choose solo, that means, An Isolation which, maybe i get used to? but i dunno.

and if things go well and stay Communicative maybe Not All hope is lost. But its up to Quin (Not PenSea) To get along. I hope there will be a Good Ending. Rather than having This Continious Beef Carrying Foward to 2026..if it wont/wouldn't be solved now or Till December 25 or 30.

but Please, Quin if you ever think about contacting me, please also CONSIDER about the schedules, it would work out, if you do it the right way.

Skelly, i am sorry for how things havent been treating you well, And how the hope, and Faith is leaving you, never wished to see an Friend, a Challenger, and such to give in, and it really pains me to see you in that state, whatever there is i can do to help you be better, Please, Lets try and Stick Together, No One Gets Left Behind, and That's Final. Its all i ask for. and lets make some fun memories, like it was 2008 all over again.

2025 been a Hectic Year, Did it had some good moments? Possibly yes.

Bad Moments - Yes. Alot.

Will i still stay on GJ? Yes, but BARELY doing anything.
I will still do the fangames, as long as i can have faith, in myself in Team Darkness and make sure to give them, the best if not.. good Experience for Our Fangames and make friends around

then i am sure i can smile, knowing i get to see Another Tommorow with Team. With Friends I Cherish to this day.

and also i wanna say, Failed Pacifist and DMW may not meet Releases on 2025.

Mainly with What Monqey is suffering currently..

That Reminds me..

(Damm i cant send an Full Image, Monqey can see it.)

i've come to an agreement with Monqey, That Failed Pacifist and DMW May Take Their Time, Considering my Help is quite Troublesome, as in Attack Making, for gms2, its gonna be a hell of a Journey, but i am sure with Monqey, and.. bit of assistance, i can make a fangame, that will finally, put my soul to rest, and Smile on my face

Are we gonna expect my Fangames to come in 2026? Only Time will tell, For Now, Your Support will help us go through hard challenges.
With Team, and Mostly, With Obstacles we face.

(What Else am i gonna do in 2026 or Carrying Foward?)

Well Obvious Answer, still Playing Games, Hang out with Team, and friends, Finish My Fangames, and during that i thought to do more stuff for other stuff (Other Games Basically) Write more Stories, Still see what i can do for The Assassins Trilogy, The Communists Trilogy and its Full Timeline.

I had also weird idea of Doing Video Game Characters Or The Assassins Reacting, Tier Listing, Playing Games (Kinda like PNG Tuber but with Their Voices, and if there is no official voice acting, just do something of it.)

For Example - Doki Doki Literature Club Characters Rank - After Story Mods Feat: MiSide Characters.

The Assassins Characters are Tier-Listing "X"

it will take alot of effort, but i am sure i can see where this idea can go..

So yeah! its all i wanna say to that.

(An Example of Thumbnail)

(Couldn't Hold Myself LOL)

Suggest me which Video Game Characters Should Feature with The Assassins! or DDLC Characters With

i think this would be fun.. (if it wont happen then its just a little idea i wanted to share)

Also my Good Friend and Monqey's Friend - Sophiebubbles (@SophieBubbles ) is back.

In case you wanna see what is going on, take a look at the thing here!

Until then... Take care yall.

.....

(2026 Teaser - Enemy or Misunderstood Human Being.)

However..if you noticed in Thumbnail.

And Remember In Exodus..

I betrayed you. and you didnt react.

I'm not an ANTI Hero, That title was gone from me a while ago.

I Felt Misunderstood for a while. And this what i am doing, is a Payback. pretty Cliche isnt it?

Remember, i do Not take Satisfaction from this Outcome.

Lets put this Havoc to the Work. ....Shall we?
Because we will have a Lots of Fun Going on Foward.

(2026 - The New Cold War)