TW - MYSELF

The Feeling Of Affection:

I Didn't Think I Was Ready For Love.

But Then I Felt It.. But I Don't Think It was Real At First. Having Something Or Well Someone That Cares For You No Matter What, Love You, Comfort You, Make You Actually Feel Things. As I, An Omnisexual, I Find It Hard To Struggle With How I Actually Feel (Whatever That Is Called.) The Simplest Attention Makes Me So Oozy, No Matter The Person. The Affection From Different People, Showing How Others Care In Their Own Ways Fascinate Me. And I'm Awful For It. I Feel Like A Whore, A Cheater, A Hoe, And Whatever Else Describes That. The Simple Attention Makes Me Attached To The Person Extremely Quickly, And I Hate That Part Of Me. I Miss Not Feeling This Bullshit, I Miss Avoiding Relationships, Because I'm Terrible, But It Just Feels So Fucking Good. I Don't Know Why.. Or.. It Probably Feels Good..

Because..I Know It's Wrong..

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