Recently, during my break between work, I spent some time looking back at my connections with certain groups and individuals I have worked with or maintained friendly relationships with over the past few years.

Unfortunately, I discovered that some people I considered friends, collaborators, or positive acquaintances had quietly distanced themselves from me. In some cases, they stopped contacting me and unfollowed or removed me across multiple platforms, without any explanation, argument, or direct conversation.

I understand that people are free to choose who they interact with. I also understand that relationships can change over time. What is difficult for me is not simply that some people moved away from me, but that it happened without any clear communication. When someone suddenly disappears or cuts contact, it leaves me with no real way to understand what happened or whether I did something wrong.

I am not claiming to be perfect. There have been moments in the past where I behaved poorly, spoke too harshly, or made mistakes in how I communicated with people. When I became aware of those situations, I tried to take responsibility, apologize, and move forward. I have always preferred direct conversations, even uncomfortable ones, because at least they give both sides a chance to understand each other.

What concerns me most is the possibility that some people may have been influenced by rumors, misinformation, or outside pressure. Similar situations have happened before, where people connected to me were contacted or treated disrespectfully simply because they were friends, supporters, or collaborators of mine. I do not want to make assumptions about every case, but it is hard not to be concerned when communication suddenly stops without any explanation.

If I have done something wrong, I would rather be told directly. I can accept criticism, disagreement, and even the end of a friendship or collaboration if people are honest about it. What is much harder to accept is being silently removed from people’s lives without knowing why.

I do not write this with hatred toward anyone. I am simply disappointed and tired of situations where trust disappears without discussion. I enjoy creating things, working with people, supporting fans, and building projects with others. But repeated experiences like this make it difficult to stay motivated and to keep trusting people in the same way.

At the end of the day, I still believe communication is better than silence. If there are issues, misunderstandings, or problems, I would always prefer to talk about them honestly rather than let things collapse through distance, rumors, or assumptions.