I've given:
Sincere Apologies
Genuine words
Patience
I've got: Harassed, Attacked, Death Threatened, Unfollowed, Blocked, Reported, Lost friends
Examples:
"I hope you burn in hell h0e"
"Screw you"
Like, people blocking me was a pretty bad image for my own eyes to witness.
I knew most of the people for like 1–3 years, and suddenly all this happened in 12/14/2024
And 50% people or nearly 75%, still won't forgive me, some people just never liked me actually and just joined in the drama as a way to hurt me, I don't have evidence, but some people know this is true, like, when I'm depressed, there's not many people helping me, most people who helped was Sabrina, and 60-80% of my followers (Inaccurate percent, but close), and people who don't help me, attacks me when I'm feeling bad during dramas because "It's right" "It's deserved".
Well, at least It's over now, I really hated each second of 12/14/2024, the worst day ever in this year.
This all happened after I graduated, which was weird, I guess?
Some people always hated me since we met, and just hided that fact, and now they revealed the fact in such cruel time.
People being in my side? Few.
People against me, FUCK... The entire internet was
Slightly exaggerated I know, but you know what I mean, I might take days, weeks, months to recover from all this damage, getting 1,500 followers in @LeashedSkies progress got reduced due the drama, If I remember correctly, I've had 1,497 followers, and now It's lower, I want to recover from mental health damages, my career, and recover my friends, I might not be able to recover everyone, some people are "done" with me because of the posts and instead of talking they scream at me.
And I didn't eat again today, I just putted 50% of my Spaghetti in my fridge and drank Coca-Cola instead, I feel traumatized.
For the people who read all this and sent me hate anyway:
I'm not a problem anymore, you can just ignore me if you still hate me.
For the people who read all this and sent me love or nothing:
Thank you.
And yes, Sabrina and I are fine now, but I got that feeling I'm still scared of something, I don't know what though.
I wish everyone a good day or morning, I might be offline or not reply to anything for an unknown time, including minutes, because the sun is unbearably hot and I feel weak.
10 comments