3 months ago

The more I look at all the avatar frames, the more I wish I wasn't broke and could get one of them, but even if I asked my dad for it, he'd make a big deal about it... Oh wait, he probably wouldn't even like that I have GameJolt...

It's so fucking stupid!


Like last time I vented online it was on TikTok and when they found that I was told I wasn't allowed to have social media... And then they blamed the shit my stalker ended up pulling after I went to a mental hospital on me and were asking me questions about it, like she formed that opinion of you guys herself, did she influence and manipulate me with it, yes, but THAT DOESN'T MEAN I TOLD HER THAT STUFF!!!! I NEVER YOLD HER THAT YOU GUYS WOULD KILL ME OR ANYTHING!!! SHE MADE THAT SHIT UP HERSELF!!!! AND THEN STILL USED IT AGAINST ME A COUPLE MONTHS LATER!!!!!

And then you guys have the audacity to be so persistent about finding new shit, that for months after that you hold it against me, they still do sometimes, and when you do find new shit you YELL at ME!!!! When I wrote that stuff MONTHS before YOU found it!!!!

But NOOOOOOOO!!!! They said 'let's blame Day (me) for everything that his stalker did to manipulate him to the point where he loses his ability to properly show his emotions, while his mom leaves him as well'. Like I'm not a fucking guy!!!! I'm not your son, it wasn't my fault she made that shit up about you guys!!! YOU DON'T NEED TO GET PISSED AT ME WHEN MY ANXIETY GOES OFF AND GET IN MY THREATENING TO ABUSE ME BECAUSE I'M 'acting like I have been abused'.

Like what do you want me to do? NOT HAVE ANXIETY!?!?! THEN TAKE ME TO FUCKING THERAPY LIKE YOU PROMISED YOU WOULD!!!!! AND DON'T SAY MY ANXIETY IS FUCKING FAKE!!!! BECAUSE IT'S NOT!!!!!

Like if I'm being honest, the parental figures I've had in my life are the reason I hate myself...



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