This is NOT DRAMA, please, if u dont like it, see it disturbing or just dont care, keep scrolling. Its okay to dont care, i'll not judge you.
I had a problem with my parents. I usually go mad so fast and do crazy things, like screaming and that stuff. This geta my parents sad, and me too. Because i talk bad to them and i regret it later. Because all the bad thing i say whenever i'm mad, its without noticing anything.
Obviously, i dont like when that happens, and i wish i had more patience... So this got me so sad, because it repeats usually and i hate it.
I hate how i talk to my parents without noticing, and i dont like to see them sad.
They grounded me, obviously, and i respected that because it was my fault. But i didntn expect it to be so long.
Im so stressed with that, i also have problems with my friends and my gf because of this, and after i get mad, i regret all the thinga i said without noticing.
Im that type of person that knows how to "feel the other person feelings" and i got sad knowing that i did something bad just for gettint mad and withoit noticing. Because i really care about my family, friends and all of you.
Yes, you, the person reading this, i also care about you. You make me everyday want to do somethimg new, make people happy and being proud of each other.
I love the Internet because of that, specially GameJolt, because here, i always receive possitive and happy stuff. And i love that, i feel like im in home. Doing what i like the most, making people happy, and they doing so.
I'll continue making what makes me happy, composing songs and collanorating on games, and i'll continue posting stuff, and sending happy comments to my e-pals.
Cuz u're more than a pixel for me, you are my home, you are my friends and the people who supoorts me.
My parents have seen my situation, and they suspect i may have a mental issue. Sincerely, i dont think its true, but its a sad feeling tho.
As i said, this wont stop me from doing what i like the most, and what i like the most, is making songs, but specially, creating a good community on this place called Internet.
You'll have a new song soon, and also the collaborarion song.
Im happy to be back.
DONT WORRY ABOUT ME, im fine, im a strong guy >:D and i'm not depressed, that sucks.
I prefer to be happy ^^.
So when i say this, i say it for real. Dont worry, im fine. I just wanted to share this with you. But im fine!! :D I promise it
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