people are always like "you're an only child? Wow you don't have to share anything! That seems so awesome, I wish I was an only child" WELL YOU DON'T, ALL OF THE PRESSURE IS PUT ONTO ME SINCE I'M THE ONLY KID IN THE HOUSE. I'M ALWAYS THE PERSON GETTING BLAMED FOR SOMETHING. I JUST WANT IT ALL TO STOP. I'M ALWAYS LONELY, THAT'S WHY I'M CONSTANTLY ASKING PEOPLE TO TALK BECAUSE TALKING TO FRIENDS FILLS THE VOID THAT NOBODY ELSE GIVES ME. AND TRY TO BE AN ONLY CHILD WITH EMOTIONALLY ABSENT PARENTS! IT'S HARD BECAUSE YOU'RE CONSTANTLY TRYING TO IMPRESS YOUR PARENTS IN SOME WAY AND IT NEVER WORKS, IT'S NOT "Oh. You're an only child? You must get everything you want then?" NO I DON'T, WHAT I ACTUALLY WANT IN LIFE IS EMOTIONAL VALIDATION AND TO BE TREATED LIKE I'M NOT A PIECE OF SHIT CHILD THAT FUCKS EVERYTHING UP BUT OH NO, I AM A WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT CHILD THAT FUCKS EVERYTHING UP, I'M ALWAYS EITHER TOO HYPER OR I'M APATHETIC. I HATE MY LIFE SO FUCKING MUCH I WANT THIS ALL TO STOP. AND TO ALL THE PEOPLE THAT THINK BEING AN ONLY CHILD IS EASY. TRY BEING AN ONLY CHILD IT'S NOT AS FUN AS YOU MIGHT FUCKING THINK