Ive been in here for awhile and ive started to look in front of me, doing so allowed me to see how lonely i am within this crowd. The crowd that is so familiar but so distant and scarce. I assumed i was the problem and i believe that it id me. I don't know why im so alone or pushed so far to where i can't see the screen that the crowd looks at. I can't hear the voices of people right in front of me as they are drowned by silence and animosity towards me. I truly believe i have not once been apart of the crowd that is made up of people i know or knew. No one knows who i am and no one has the chance of even running into me like as if i was blacklisted or banned without ever obtaining the message. This halt of progression whether it be relations or ego keeps me still in whatever corner im alone in within this crowd and I don't how how to fix it or change it