Love isnt something simple too, the concept itself cant be defined, because the essence of it is feeling, and in words, it cant be expressed completly, because its just something that happens. Love is an affection, an care and worry you have over someone, an unexplainable, strong affection. To love, there are many ways, and thats what makes love even harder to explain, because its not only affection and care, its the different forms people can express their love, which can constantly change, and with their subtle ways of showing they love us, we might not get the message and think that the abscence of pure, solid evidences makes us think they dont love us, which isn't true.

No one is born underserving of love, everyone deserves it, no one is unworthy of love. Just the fact of being here makes you worthy enough, because the most precious thing we have is life, our lfie, the life of other people, nothing can compare to being able to be existing, and to exist, is to be constantly fighting a battle, a battle we daily have to go through so we can continue living, and to be this old, at this point in your life, is already enough. You dont need to do anything to be worthy of love, "existing is enough"

If youre going through a tought time, feeling empty, with millions of voices that arent really you, but are always blaming you for every silly mistake you commit, then this is for you;

Dont stay with the venom of the pain, of the suffering all strangled in your throat, because you will vomit this out someday, sometime, and you never know when youll finally reach your limit, so dont wait for the worse to happen, dont wait till youre tired of it all and just want to end it all to search for help. Go do it now, seek a therapist or the suicide hotline if you are able to, or seek a trusted friend which you onow wont judge you. Also, try to clear your mind, with any relaxation method of your preference. Really try it, it sounds silly, but (to me), it really helped, and it probably will help ypu to look into this situation with more sense, because the key to everything is looking st situations with calmness, peace and patience. Healing isnt something magical i cam simply suggest, everything is slow, gradual, its not easy, but you have to keep trying, because to live is an blessing, an Gift, and you'll start to see it when you begin to know thyself, and start to seek for the truths yourself