once i started playing racing games on roblox (which happened on 2018), i would always start bad. always hit the wall, late braking, early braking and more..

and guess what? i would call myself useless and stupid because i couldn't do that properly. but it only took me like.. two or three days to get better. and then, it was win after wins.

"but what does this have to do with being up and down?" we are getting into that right now.

lifes are like laps. because during races, drivers can always improve their lap time and performance by every good lap made. people can use every useful second of their life to fix a mistake they made.

now, think about it. a driver doesn't know when he will die because racing is a dangerous sport. that is a fact, right? yes. you don't know where your life will end because it's unpredictable. you don't know when you will be shot or when your heart decides to stop. so don't waste every moment of your life calling yourself useless or saying you don't have the capacity to do something. you can get better on that if you dedicate yourself to it.

every life matters. yours matters too.