I'll post an update on my decision, but as of now I'm going through a mix of frustration and confusion, and just feeling nothing in general. My lack of interest in any material that was taken as inspiration for my games makes it hard to continue. There's so many other developers in these communities that can make what I could ever dream of with ease and a lot more heart and soul, so what do I need to contribute if it's already out there to enjoy. I'm just a nobody, peace.