I'm not well these last years

I suffered decay.

I felt depression.

overweight.

my old school

I was mistreated and bullied.

I never knew when this would end and literally my health my life is only getting worse.

and when I say health it is something that can lead to death.

I could make myself sleep, but not yet.

sometimes I feel

like I'm not talking to anyone

and it's true I wish there was someone who at least understands me.

my problem, God abandoned me since I was 16 years old

forgive me for being a fake

someone who pretends to be someone he is not

[I'm going to change the username to something I really am]

I'm sorry.