Okay. Time for me to vent. This is gonna be long…

I hate myself

I hate the way I look

I hate the way I talk

I hate the way I move

I hate the way I forget everything

I hate the way I have a strong passion for writing

I hate the fact I’m an utter failure and disappointment

I hate the fact I have health issues that make my mom and dad spend money

I hate how the things I like cost money so I feel guilty when I do it (acting, cheerleading (but I quit) reading, and drawing)

I hate the way I cry everyday

Honestly I just suck

I can’t do anything right

I’m stupid

And I’m mean

And I’m ugly