Kinda a vent

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I've kinda been stressing out about stuff alot. LIKE HOW IM GONNA DRAW 12 CHARACTERS EVEN THOUGH ORIGINALLY I WAS SUPPOSED TO DRAW 6 CHARACTERS! BUT YET PEOPLE SUBMITTED THEIR OC'S! LOOK IT SAY "6 character fanart!" NO OC'S NO MORE CHARACTERS! ONLY 6! Before I thought this would be fun- BUT NOW I REALIZE MY MOTHER WAS RIGHT! I CAN'T SAY NO! Because every time I say no to someone they either get sad or unfollow me- AND IM LITTERLY WORKING ON PETALS FALL AND THE CONTEST- And my mother said the reason why people always submit so much stuff when I do stuff like this is because it's free...they don't have to pay. Money. They don't have to pay anything. AND THEN I GET SCARED OF FAILING ALL OF THEM- WHO ARE THEM- EVERYONE ON GAMEJOLT! I can never get something right without ruining it. AND THE FACT THAT PEOPLE SAY: "you should be a gamejolt creator!" OH YEAH! AND HAVE MY PRESSER AND ANXIETY ON ME...IM SORRY I CAN'T DRAW FAST ENOUGH! IM SORRY I CAN'T ALWAYS SMILE! WHAT EVEN IS MY LIFE FOR-

I think I might leave gamejolt. Mostly due to how I'm feeling right now...but I don't want to leave my friends! I want to keep seeing them be amazing!

So I might take a break from gamejolt until next year. So yea. I'm gonna choose 6 characters of what you guys sent me and finish the 6 character fanart. And I'll try to finish the designs for the main 5 in Petals Fall.

Thank you for reading.

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I shall be taking a break from posting! And if you see me online most likely I'm taking to one of my friends. I hope everyone has a wonderful holiday! And I'll see you next year!