Whether this is your first time on this account or not, welcome. There’s not really a main theme or a theme at all to this account, it’s more so of a space to ether let some thoughts out, to shitpost to distract myself from my bad mental state or to express some things that I love or to honestly just post random things. I don’t really care about how much followers or likes I get either. (It’s complicated but we will get there when we get there.) there’s always better to people to follow so why choose this account? Won’t ask, you probably have your reasons I guess.
My name is Bonnie, hi, the account you’re on right now. I am genderfluid but I’m a femboy, mostly go by she/they pronouns. Nothing much. Also it’s not my first time on this website, I have a lot of history here but I won’t dig into it.
Here are my past accounts if you are curious:
These all exist for a reason but again if you want to see that lore, check these because I certainly won’t explain it here.
ANYWAY, I am diagnosed with autism so that means I can go on and on about stuff. So keep that in mind as we go along and as this post progresses. I’m going to treat this pinned post like a bio too so expect much more info about me here.
You already know my name and my gender so I’m going to skip that if you read this far, also as you can tell I love expressing myself with gifs a lot so keep that in mind.
I either go by Bonnie or Scarlett, most people call me Bonnie though because that’s what I am most recouzed RECOGNIZE for. (Keep in mind I’m lazy to fix my typos so expect some post to have typos.)
Just to get out of this way now, my mental state is shit and my mental health is bad, this causes me to constantly stalk and worry about my post and followers, but it’s more common if I’m in a relationship. Won’t go into it but just imagine a yandere but her feelings aren’t shown, an introverted yandere is what I gave that term. I feel so much emotions, sometimes it causes me to be empty.
I hide most of my feelings though so you won’t really get to see the introverted yandere. I also have a thing where I vent and rant to myself every night, some bad, rarely good, but mostly bad. Trigger warning:
It’s about suicide, being homophobic to myself, and constantly wanting to end myself and such. I do this every night if I don’t have my phone to comfort me. Most of the time I think music as my friend because I know music can’t leave me. So I listen to my music every night, so if you expect me to post so late at night, this is why. I’m distracting myself from my depressive and overwhelming thoughts. I’m open letting my feelings out to some degree and people but never I will acknowledge this. Also please don’t make these feelings worse, I’m already broken from the past.
Depressing and sad stuff out of the way, let’s move on to something much more happier. Sorry for that info dump on you fellow gamejolter.
You know my name already, my gender, my mental health.. you might not even care about reading this because you expected this to be a short & sweet pinned post but no. I’m going to go all out and you have to suffer with me.
But fine.. if you read this far, I guess I can reward you with a normal bio but if you skip to this part. Can’t stop you.
Name: you already know all of that + my gender. READ THE TOP IF YOU WANT TO KNOW, NOT EXPLAINING IT AGAIN.
Loves: Japanese music (mostly medleys.), Karin Wong, and I don’t know.. mashups. 
Nice people too and also my senpai~ 
Dislikes + hatred: Gen Beta humor, 2024 humor, any type of shorts content and all of that. Any type of lgbtq phobic person, and etc. The usual.
I could list people to follow but again, I don’t follow that much people and I only mainly talk to one person on here. My mental state needs comfort from them. Like the top part of this message, I’m already broken and have been through so much.
But the big elephant in the room is my profile, I mean Karin Wong, WHO IS SHE AND WHERE IS SHE~? But how is she.
She is my wife, my only wife, my possession and mine. <3
Simple and short, I can go on and on talking about this fictional character but in short: she is my wife from a gacha, no questions ask. Moving along.
Wife. Wife. Wife.
Most people put their social media either in a pin post or in their bio right? Well I already linked my discord and YouTube on my bio, no I’m not linking it here, be productive for once and find it. Good luck~
What I listen too all day - > https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLT593TDAEyeW_jV7f4jxfFB2mBl1miy4f&si=akzkuxuLd0wA3st7
Do I own a gamejolt community, I don’t know.
Also don’t expect me to follow you back if you follow me. I’m not usually chronically online here anyway, oh and speaking of online, you did read the part about my mental state, yes? I’m always watching you. 
Let’s see, I already got most of what I want to say out and this draft was written at 2/21/24. Thanks for reading. May either forget to update it in the future or not.
Oh forgot to mention, I’m pansexual. I don’t care about your gender and such, just fix me. I think I’m already broken from so much past experiences and bad relationships.
Am I interested in you? No I’m taken. Just please have mercy on my fragile mindset. Every night is a distraction from already bad thoughts.
Speaking of dating, boy I have a lot of lore for that and I’m going to explain it? No. Just know all the people that I have dated broke me and my mindset. Am I interested in anybody? No. Don’t ask me, don’t confess to me, and certainly don’t manipulate me. I know who you are, well some people.
These gifs either make me feel immature or childish.
Anyway, Thank you for you’re attention and reading my pinned post.
Don’t worry more info about me in the future is on the way if you liked me rambling for whatever reason. If you do? Thanks I guess.
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