Sometime Today, Tomorrow, Yesterday, or Whenever I want this post to be public, I'll be turning 18. I created this account in 2020 when I was 11 in hopes of promoting my game "Five Nights with Frosty's". Development on that game ended because I was too lazy to continue and stopped working on it. I started work on other games in hopes to start my next big project, because I wanted to become the next Popular FNAF Fan Game Developer. Most projects ceased before I could even finish them due to laziness and just me wanting to work on other things. I use to ignore my own life to work on the games, but it wasn't even worth it because I'd barely work on them. I tried to work on other games, but I felt like game development wasn't fun anymore and it got repetitive with me shelving the games before they'd even turn into anything. I switched from Clickteam/GameMaker to Scratch/TurboWarp because I was inspired by ROTAS to work on a Scratch FNAF game. Either way, the UI felt a bit easier and familiar since I had been using scratch since I was 8/9.

Then around 2021/2022 I don't know when specifically, I started work on a game that I read enjoyed called Pertimore, which meant Through Fear in Latin, at least I think it did. The game was almost complete with all the AI's being finished and everything being drawn, all I had to work on was a final cutscene. But for some reason, when I opened the file one day, nothing was there. Usually, I'd just restart the TurboWarp and everything would show, but then made the mistake of saving the file. I remember misclicking trying to open the file again and realizing I just deleted a month of progress. I was sad and hurt, but I couldn't do much or confide in anyone about it because all my friends or family weren't into FNAF like me. Plus, my parents pretty much banned me from any FNAF related content because it was horror. So I had to be sad in secret, not being able to confide in anyone about this.

So I restarted, I still had the base art of the animatronics and I redid everything. But the problem was I fell out of love with the project as well. So that got shelved along with any other Scratch/TurboWarp Project I was working on. I tried working on other games such as a Platformer that I made a Community for. That platformmer lasted a month before I deleted everything related to it (except the code). I stopped making games entirely and went onto other things.

Then, a year after all of this (2023), I picked game development back up because Rotas did a competition for creating a Popee's Fan-Game. I immediately started work on what I thought was my greatest project yet. I had fun working on this and I thought I did good. Then I got lazy, you see a pattern? My own Kryptonite and Downfall, Laziness. It ruined the want to continue it and I couldn't finish it in time. I dropped it then picked it back up in hopes of finishing it completely, only to drop it again. A year later (2024), I bought The Full Version of Clickteam and started working on games again. But as you can expect, I immediately fell out of love with it. I told myself to stop making games entirely, just because I was starting to do other things and I just wasn't interested anymore. Despite this, kept modeling and trying to get back into it. I even tried working on my own Rendition of a ONAF fan game called One Night at Jeffrey's (which I'll probably never do considering the controversy with Jonochrome), but it didn't even reach the game engine because I dropped it and stopped working on the art.

But in 2025, it all came crashing when the laptop I had for 3 years stopped working. At that moment I didn't have the funds to even get a new one despite the passion to work on a game slowly coming back.

It is now 2026 and I still have a slight passion for game development, especially because of the Newer FNAF games, a Game called OFF that I found during the summer, and a whole bunch of other stuff. I'm not saying I'll truly return to game development in the sense that I'll actually work on a Game fully, but one day that'll happen (when I actually get a laptop or computer). I still want to make games and I'm not as lazy as I was before, but it just takes time for me.

I'm sorry if you wasted your time with this post or expected something that wasn't me just whining, but I thank you for reading anyway.

Anyway, enjoy this picture of Stop Motion Eminem