a family member in iran was killed in an accident, he wanted me to come to his home country but now...it's not gonna happen...we did talk a bunch of times over the phone and i'm glad he loves me and didn't die having hard feelings but...it feels like shit....it's hard accepting that he's gone....i wish he didn't drive after drinking late that night....I just wish maybe there was something i could've done to prevent it from happening....I really want to blame the corona virus for appearing and making me lazy...

i'm sorry for the sudden burst of bad news...

enjoy the rest of your morning