Back story
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Ok, so I started playing pony town based games when I had got my first tablet when I was 16.Cue going forward about a year.My ex bestie snow showed me thins pony town based game called breezy town.It was fun I had first gotten into the game and had already made a friend.That friend was Floof (she wasn't called that then she had changed her skin and is not her real name either).It was fine until cue about another year.Me and Floof were good online friends and would hang out alot online.Then she lets me meet her irl and her other friend online.I was really happy because as I saw it.
More Friends = More fun times
So we all started doing rolplays online mostly as babies as we always thought that was fun as we could always annoy the person who was watching us or the roleplay parent.We would all laugh.Now on to the point.One day I was in a not so good mood and had a hard day.I must admit I was also emotional on edge to.(I am extremly sensitive and emotional)Sorry if I didn't spell that right.I didn't really answer much because I wasn't in a good mood.Then Floof's irl friend says that Floof is doubting my friendship.I'm not sure if thats what she meant to say but i'm pretty sure she could tell by the way I was acting that I wasn't in a good mood and she also knew that I was emotional.(she is to).What she said was enough to throw me off the rails.And irl I started crying and unfriending them due to being emotional.None of that I meant to do.But a while after we had a fight.I never meant to say the things I said but I let it go to far.Today she says I hurt her.Well, what about me Floof? don't you think you doubting my friendship hurt me? I've been in bad friendships before so I'd thought she'd understand that doubting me pretty much kills me inside and its hard for me to control my emotions.So gamejolt? am I the bad person? is she? or are we both to blame or a part of having a hard time to heal from our past?
I hope you've enjoyed this story sorry if I made you cry its okie tho i've cried while typing and reading this over.Hopefully the next story I have for you isn't so full of drama or heartache.
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