When I was about 3-9, I was neglected by my alcoholic parents, only being taken care of my brother. My dad and mom had to work constantly since we weren't at a very stable state.

My mom was the abusive one. She would grab my hair, lock me in the bathroom, force me to do things by myself, and scream at me if I did anything wrong in her like of sight.

It's the reason why I have severe anxiety and dent on my forehead.

My dad was the only save haven for me. He would try to calm her down but even that just directed it at him.

I spend most of my time alone at home, my brother didn't really care as he was just there to feed me and make sure I didn't die.

In 3rd grade, my mom passed away from a drunk and drive incident at night. I feel sad, but also relieved.

Thank you for listening

Edit: I'm doing better now.