3 years ago

Update (2023)


Well, it has certainly been a long time since I last made a post, right? Not really... But anyway.

Okay, this is just going to be an update about projects and stuff so let's just get right to the chase.

First, what happened to the superhero history? I decided to not work on it, for now. I am having a lot of trouble with school works and usually I stay until 5:00 pm in school, even longer sometimes, so I don't have much time to work on the history anymore unfortunately. But let's hope that at least in the other half of this year I can begin working on it.

Second, I would like to show you at least some of the projects that have been working on recently. So, for those of you who don't know, I'm a huge Backrooms fan, I love the concept, I love how the people at the Backrooms Wiki execute their ideas and so I joined the Backrooms Wiki last year in May and I decided to make a level in which at the time was level 179. But then the concept was very bland it wasn't very good for the wiki, so I decided to change it to make it less ass basically, and then after a few months, I was able to finally post my first Backrooms level, but it was really disliked, to the point of having -4 upvotes, which was like very bad. So after seeing that it was very bad, I decided to do a rewrite and now it's a better version of the level. If anyone wants to read it, here is the page: http://backrooms-wiki.wikidot.com/level-229.

And lastly, I would like to talk about more personal things, but I hope that you understand. This last few months I had made searches about some feelings that I had and I discovered that most of these feelings were similar to feelings and symptoms of Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, also known as OCD. I'm still searching for help to know if I do have OCD but from all of the feelings, from all the symptoms that I present, I think that I do have, but it's not confirmed and probably in a few months or so, I can confirm it or not. But either way, I'm still saying this because it's very annoying to just have these intrusive thoughts, and they show off in a random period just getting your head this is so annoying, just so frustrating. I just want to have my mind free, I do not want to be bound by chains from these thoughts.

It's weird to think that I created this account when this was a dumb 14-year-old who was thinking "Wow, I'm going to make a game and it's going to be a hit!" and now I'm 16 and have to do a lot of things for life and usually, I am now busier than I ever was. It's so weird that life changes so quickly, and I never thought that two years in the future, I would already want to work.

I hope that from this update you understand some things that have been going on. I know that it's very hard for everyone, the 2020 decade has been going downhill for everybody, but either way, I hope that everyone is at least trying to be comfortable in this new era. I know it's hard, but hope you at least are ok.

(By the way, after every post I make from now on I will put a music with some part of its lyrics here as a suggestion, so today's suggestion is-)

Here With Me - d4vd

"I Don't Care

How Long It Takes

As Long As I'm With You

I've Got A Smile On My Face"

-Ultra



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