To explain why I hated them everytime I would try to be serious with them they make jokes. I was just getting out of an abusive relationship with a ex that manipulated me the entire time we were together. Whenever I brought up how much I hated him they would say I need to drop it. Or I need to get over it. Recently we were all playing on my Nintendo switch. I was about to leave. But it was a middle of a match so they said first stock. Then one of them called me a puss because they wanted to play. I grabbed my switch and left. Then they continued to make fun of me in our group chat so I could see what they said about me. Saying shit like "TS so tragic". And now they are saying I take stuff to seriously. I then said why I had to leave because I can't sleep. And I am still very sleep deprived. So in response they posted memes of people not caring, walking away or rolling their eyes. I was home schooled for a good portion of my life I'll be fine without irl friends. I'm not desperate for friends so it's probably for the best I left.