Hey guys, kandi here, I am working on myself still, I am still not doing well but it’s getting better slowly, a lot has happened that i won’t be taking about since it’s very personal and I am too scared to talk about it, I was doing fine for the past four days until today bpd is still causing me so much problems and making me question everything, especially regarding my own friends, family and my own existence but I’ll get through it like always, i also may or may not finish the story for Dollie’s next month.

I personally haven’t drawn much as i am gone, i haven’t done much of anything if I’ll be honest, i am trying to eat more often but i still haven’t which i am still working on, it’s just a long process, so please be patient with me.

I am thankful for my friends and my partner for being supportive of me, especially in this difficult time for me, even if my brain pushes these paranoid thoughts into my head regarding them, they always have my side no matter what and seem patient with me and i am really grateful for them.

I also appreciate the support you guys have given me, you guys are equally patient with me which i am really grateful for as well, thank you guys for understanding.

i will be leaving once again to continue on with my break, thank you for everything.

-kandi / dolly