Okay so there be something on my mind for a while but y'all know that l'm gay but my bf still thinks l'm in love with him but I don't wanna be in love with him anymore why cuz I really miss my ex girlfriend and I really wanna talk to her again and I really wanna ask her to be my wife in are 20s in the future anf I really do mean it all I really do but for now I will still be fake in love with him for just for now but I can't be in love with him forever cuz next year I will be 18 a adult and I don't really wanna be in love with him when l'm adult next year but staring tomorrow am going to talk to one if my bff at school that knows my ex girlfriend and that way I can talk to my ex girlfriend and I really wanna apologize to her and tell her I want me and her to date again I really wanna date her again I mean it so fucking much I FUCKING MISS HER 😭 AND I'M SORRY SO MUCH BUT I DON'T LIKE PRETENDING TO BE STRAIGHT or pretending to be pansexual I really don't man but I hope you guys understand and thx for reading :(

@MarineWhiteDove l'm sorry plz come back I miss u so much :(