Bored to death:

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I sleep until noon

Don't wanna spend one more moment with the thoughts in my head

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Im not having fun

I could not care less

My thoughts are if i fuck up with something or the train incident.

Im literally bored out out of my mind. I don't know what to do.

Numb:

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All i want is to feel a bit, we could fall in love, you can slit my wrist.

I could tell you now that they gon' feel the same.

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I remember when I used to feel. (It was beautiful)

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I've been wide awake

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All i want is a night of sleep

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My confusion no longer comes as a surprise

I can barely feel pain anymore. Im just bored of relationships now.

I just want to sleep.

My stress keeps me awake and i was sleep deprived for 2 days at some point.

At this point, i just random stare into nothing and when it passes, i just don't care

Villain of my own story:

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"I feel like failure's ahead of me"

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School. Fuck it. Im failing anyways.

Everyday Oblivion:

Have you ever thought how chaotic life can be? Thats me. Waiting for change.

RIP (Rest in Peace):

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Sleep deprivation sucks. All i want is to sleep in peace without nightmares.

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"Everydays a tragedy"

Better Off Dead:

Have you ever just felt like every day is a loop? Like almost nothing changes?

Cold Shoulder:

Wanna be my friend? Big mistake.

I blame myself a lot and im a big introvert.

Tuning out:

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Im a fucking mess these days.

I just need a break. From all of this.

Suffocate:

Im a giant fuck-up. I do stupid things really often. I remember someone saying i messed up badly and it screwed up a friendship.

Wish We Were Friends:

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I miss my old friends. It actually hurt to see them go. I genuinely hope they're alright.

Why do good things end so quickly?

MIMIC:

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Panic Attacks. God-awful panic attacks. I had 3 and they were horrific.

"Keep Calm, Carry on"

Burning Alive:

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You wouldn't survive my life. Maybe if you're lucky.

Hello Jupiter:

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Escaping madness.

I want a break, not death. How about i go to another planet and i can be in peace?

Hypnotized:

If everyone does the same thing every day, it screws with me.

It feels like everyone does the same time thing.

Sanity:

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What's the point? We're going to lose at some point.

Lie:

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I already lost the argument. I can't do anything.

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I care about others, more than myself.

I never answered to "do you even care about yourself?" before. I just lie and say i do, but mumbled.

Smile:

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Trying to stop my friend from killing themselves. It was very hard, but i did it.

Misdiagnosed:

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People think im normal.

My school puts me in a regular class.

Its fucking me up a ton. My mom knows about my performance so she can't really be surprised if i get shitty grades.

Adios:

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2021: Worst. Year. Of. My. Life.

I thought I could trust the person who i was in a relationship with. Turned out to be a giant piece of garbage.

Hyperactive:

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I used to be a hyper and difficult kid.

My mom even had to put me on a leash because of it.

JOLT:

I Just want to get rid of bad memories.