There is nothing I hate more, then being used. EVERYONE DOES THAT LIKE IM A DAMN PLAYTHING

I could be nothing but supportive, and I could do my absolute best to be considerate and thoughtful but the second I feel uncomfortable or don't want to sext or be masturbated to, they toss me aside like trash.

This EXACT scenario is why I get sick at the thought of dating. Because everybody wants to use me as a fucking special sock for some reason, and pretend to actually care. Then they leave.

And people also need to learn that some people have really bad anxiety. Because I do. It's even diagnosed. And talking to anybody at all is a struggle.

I'm not only talking for myself, this is something that lots of people need to consider. Humans aren't your toys. And feelings matter a lot.