Man...
I've got a lot of things happening/on my mind that I'm not really ready for..
My birthdays closing in and I'm nearly 17...
slowly preparing for adulthood...(which is very scary to be honest)
it's my final year of school, and I have to prepare for exams. (which again, is a bit a scary...)
and so on...
+ I just feel really lonely now...
I still talk to my irl friend (I really care about him and I always hope that he's doing well) but at the same time, I just wished I had a partner, but I can't...
around the time I was with max my parents found out about us being together and wanted me and him separated...(which made me upset, but i had to let go..)
I'm still thankful to have friends with me, but I just wish I could love someone as much as they love me...
I see people (both irl and on media) talking about how much they love their partner, or seeing them holding hands and being happy together..
but whenever I'm out, I'm just alone... (it may sound like I'm jealous, but I'm really not...)
I don't even know what to do at this point...




















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