yknow, keeping see that people really work on new things and get better while you can't do anything because of personal things and keep trying to hide your hobbies from your parents is... unfair.

i can't even build my audience anymore.

even tho, my parents doesn't even know what I'm doing so they just deciding a future I don't want to

im so tired of waiting until 3am to work on games or waiting until summer school arrives for sketching T~T

im scared to tell them I still make games with turbowarp and sketching because i think like they would judge me because of the game engine i use and things I draw (I draw kinda gross things in tboi artstyle) so.. i just don't know

my head is aching..