"Why don't you have irl friends?"

Because they all stopped talking to me over something that was said.

"Why don't you have best friends?"

Because every best friend I have ever had moved away. Left without a warning.

"Why don't you date boys anymore?"

Because the last boy I kept getting with cheated on me 7 different times and asked other girls for nudes.

"Why does no one at your school like you?"

Because I used to overshare my life and other kids thought I was weird.

"Why do you not talk to your family"

Because they all have mental issues. Anything I say can and will be twisted around and used against me. My mom has dementia, bpd, and anger issues. My dad has anger issues and isn't mentally there for his kids.

"What about your sister's? Or brothers?"

One of my sisters lives across the city. Another has mental issues and three kids. The last one uses me for cleaning and taking care of her two kids. My oldest brother doesn't talk to us and his daughter (my neice) is a total bitch to me. My second brother isn't lives in the city so I hardly see him and his wife fucking hates my guts. My other brother stopped talking to our mom and our family 4 years ago. And my little brother is one of those kids who are "innocent" from adults point of view but is a little shit to me.

"I'm so sorry this happened to you"

You're not sorry. You're just glad it didn't happen to you.

"Have you ever tried being nicer?"

Why don't you try fucking off?

"You shouldn't have been born."

You know what? My mom didn't want kids. My dad was 38 and my mom was 18 when they had me. I wasn't planned. I was a regret.

My step mom tells me all the time.... "your dad thought it was cool to be with younger women...now he is 52 with a 14 year old daughter and an 11 year old son....and he can't take care if shit properly. I don't know why he had you guys. He thinks being here physically is enough."

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Sorry. Just a little vent. I'm a little mad right now.