☆This is a vent/rant. That means i'm going to complain alot. Don't message me about it and don't shout me. If you want to talk add me on discord to talk about my vent/rant.☆

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I don't feel good.

Like emotionally? But I also feel like...

Drained almost? Like I have no energy. No motivation. No like....spraks left? I feel like i'm making everyone mad sorta? But like not? It's hard to explain.

And like when I message in the server/gc people kinda ignore me or don't message me back and instead message in a different channel.

Being like....drained of everything hurts so bad.

I feel like adults fake being nice and it makes me really mad.

(I want to write more here but i just can't)

I feel like everyone (irl) hates me? Like in some way?

Luke the friends I made and everything they are all pretty cool but like.....this one girl was talking about how she had an ex girlfriend, so I said I was dating a girl(s) (Erin and Kira) and she told me I was weird for having a girlfriend.

She kept cutting me off when I was talking.

And I get that you vent to your friends or whatever but I've known this girl for like 3 days and she was already telling me her whole family story and stuff.

No matter what the conversation was about, it turned into something about her. It always went back to her.

My other friends are pretty cool though.

Anyways,

My stomach has been hurting for a little bit now (maybe bc of the coke/soda) but I think I'll be okay.

My roommate seems pretty cool.

There was this one girl though she, uhm.....isn't the cleanest person? But she is pretty cool too.

(If you don't know I am a really big germophobe and I have etmophobia (fear of bugs) also I have being dirty, my bare feet touching the floor, laying in a dirty bed, water on the floor, food left sitting out, reheated food, etc.)

I don't know why ya'll needed to know thar but yea.