I'm worried , I'm worried for myself and everything .

What happens if we end things and I'm alone forever , and I never get this type of affection ever again . Just because my mental health was horrible during it . And now that we're kinda not talking I feel better . When were still both technically together , I'm scared . If I'm never gonna have love again or nobody's gonna love me either . I'm scared now , I'm happier than ever having new interests too . I'm hoping things go well , and they don't hate me . Or if I date someone in the future they love me too . And I'm such a terrible partner dude .