This was the same day I found out my ex was in a new relationship (which I'm over now).

I was having a panic attack and I couldn't breathe and I was crying.

Then my crush's current bf Ben said some stuff about his issues in a foster home and he said something about the other kids there and how some people couldn't take care of all the kids and needed to possibly have Ben transfer to a different transfer home and I said "Or maybe they just couldn't deal with you" and he replied with "Yeah, maybe you're right".

I will never forgive myself for saying that and I should not have said it even though I was dealing with something that wasn't any worse than his situation.

I won't forgive the fact that I thought it was okay to say that just because I couldn't control what I said because I was having some panic attack and he probably was having one too.

He ended up forgiving me, however, which I will never understand why.