Monday was the worst day possible, and I completely lost it and had a meltdown. I haven't done any schoolwork for 2 whole days, and I'm probably going to fail something important. And my teacher is trying to get me to apologize for an outburst directed at someone I despise, after nearly five years of repressed anger.

On top of all that, I'm currently in the process of reporting someone for sexual harassment. He's done it multiple times last year, and my reports then didn't stop him.

I... I can't take this anymore. I don't know what to do when I just can't resolve my situations...

I don't want to go to school ever again. But I can't just abandon my friends, they care about me and don't want me to leave.

A possible solution would be to transfer to another school near me, but then I would have to deal with horrific double standards, old enemies, and potentially violence.

I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place, and I don't wanna be in either.

But I'll see how tomorrow goes. It could improve my current situation, or break me. I'll have to wait and see...