oh god...

i don't knoe what to say...

he's gone...completely gone...

i was so...ENRAGED...at the doctors...they said that they will do their best...SHIT!!! THEY DID SHIT!!! NOTHING!!!

I LOST MY SON BEACOUSE OF THEM!!!!

HE WAS FRESHLY 1!!!!

...it was his birthday...today...

...i hate you...i hate you...TWIN BROTHER...no...ERJON!!

i don't even bother to say his name...HE KILLED MY SON!!!!

MY OWN TWIN BROTHER!!!!

HE FIRST STOLE MY WIFE!!!!

NOW HE KILLED MY SON!!!!

I HOPE HE ROTS IN HELL IN PRISON!!! OR THE DEATH PENALTY!!!! OR ILL KILL HIM MYSELF IF I HAVE TO!!!!

...real suffering...is known...by myself...i can't...

...i have to thank you all for supporting me all the way...

i love you all...you all are like my true family...my children...please...be careful for the future...you all have so much time left to do something for your own good...I've tried to jump off the same building again...but then i remembered...i have you all...you all support and love me...and if it wasn't with out you...i would be...toast...

he said...his first word...before...he died...and it was..."dada"...he said dad to me...before...this happened...

i don't know what to do...

i love you all...

and take care of yourself for me...ok?...

#R.I.P.sam