I'm a busy something, I'm a tired something, I'm an overmedicated something. I haven't felt an emotion in several days. Fantastic. You all should try it, anybody, everybody. Y'know my mother used to always say that "anybody could benefit from therapy," and I would agree with that, anybody could benefit from drugs. There's, even if you're not mentally ill, you could always just take some extra ones 'cause they're gonna make you better in one way or another. Yeah, not necessarily permanently. I can't, in good conscience, quite recommend taking as many drugs as you can to improve your uhhhh your well-being, your state of mind, but I can in bad conscience do it. So what the fuck, you guys should do more drugs. Now one thing that I used to fucking do a lot of is drugs. I don't do too many of them anymore 'cause they already done me. You name it, I did it. I did shit that didn't even have names, just long chemical codes and acronyms that you looked at long enough you could find your fucking social security number in. The kind of shit that didn't even have street names yet, yeah that's those see, that make you see the future. It's good shit man, I highly recommend it, no I don't I can't, I'm responsible here, I'm talking to people here with real consequences of the things I say. But what was I saying, where was I, oh yeah back in the day I used to do it all man. Fuck man, I used to do it all. I was a controlled substance. My blood was illegal. They started testing peoples' piss for my piss. I could spit in your eye and you'd start seeing shit. But not anymore, which means I'M HEALTHY, WHICH MEANS I'M BALANCED, OR MAYBE IT JUST FUCKING MEANS THAT, GOD FUCKING DAMMIT, I'M JUST ON THE KIND OF DRUGS NOW. MAYBE, MAYBE THAT AT THIS POINT WHAT IT IS, IS THAT THE ADDICTION THAT RAN MY FUCKING LIFE BEFORE HAS GIVEN WAY TO A MORE MEDICALLY ACCEPTABLE ADDICTION. MAYBE THE LAMOTRIGINE ISN'T FUCKING WORKING. MAYBE THE FUCKING MOOD STABLIZERS AREN'T QUITE FUCKING WORKING. Sorry 'bout that, haha. Overheating a little bit here. I have too many scalps.