No matter what I do or how much I improve I am never ever enough for myself. And everybody tells me to b less hard on myself, but I can't. Everyday I see people doing things I wish I could do, things I can't do because of mental problems such as my Agoraphobia, things I can't do, things I can't do, things I can't do, things I can't do, things I can't do, things I want to do. The more people I see the more worthless I feel, I'm so proud of myself until I see others doing so much better without even really trying, it hurts, why am I never good enough? I want to b good enough, I want to be like others, I can't even relate to other people with my mental disorders most of the time, I'm not even good enough for my own friends because deep down I know they have a million other friends and they don't actually cherish me but rather I'm just one of many people they occasionally chat with
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Saw I had a new follower only to find this ermm (feel free to check out their profile, you'll find this post almost immediately. pls don't target this person, I'm hoping they're just immature for their age, just block or report them pls)
First is the rework, second is the original from last year :3
Unrendered Charles art before I go to the store
Current vs original design
Happy pride month y'all!! Might make pride art, probs not tho since I AM the pride art
It's my spawnday!!! Today I finished my first ever attempt at drawing physical disabilities (esp accurately), second is the ref, for my drawing I added a few headcanons like; cleft lip, blind in one eye, and a unibrow bcus why not ((I love unibrow sm))
My first finished attempt at a tweening animation + ft. Charles lore :3
Why would you say that to Charles . . . 3:
Wip
Once I drop the CC:E demo y'all r cooked fr (in ten hundred years)
I love Ocean sm guh
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