When I left fnf and meme mania, I said it was because of drama I tried to start. While that is true, it wasn't the main factor. The night before I left, I had an argument with my parents. It was one of the worst arguments I've ever had with them. I said stuff I wish I could take back. It was a solid hour of telling the people who loved me to fuck off. I felt terrible when I realized what I said. I was horrible to them. They wanted to protect me, and I just ignored them.

I love my parents, I would never say that to them. But I did. Why? Cuz I was stressed. I was stressed about deadlines, drama, trust issues, depression, basically every thing. And the main root was fnf.

I don't regret joining the community. I met some wonderful people. But I regret how I acted to the people who cared about me.

So, that's why I left Meme Mania. To the devs, I'm sorry I didn't tell the real reason. That's all I have.